I have seriously been waiting and stalling for days just trying to figure out how to write this message. I’ve known you for nearly 20 years and I just don’t know how to say goodbye. I can’t fully fathom or ponder what life is going to be like without you. I remember way back in the day when we were just kids playing video games and going onto forums. Those moments from well over a decade ago feel closer now than they ever had.

It’s crazy to think back and realize that I’ve known you through so many phases of my life that it is insane for me to fully process it. Not that long ago I sent you a message telling you just how much you mean to me and how much I appreciate that you were my friend for so many years and that I loved you. I should have sent more of those but I am more thankful now than ever that you knew how much I cared about you for being in my life.

I don’t know what else to say. How do I summarize so many years and memories into just a couple paragraphs.

I’ll just say that I am thankful to have known you and feel privileged to have called you my friend.