Dearest Fathiat Ahmed Hassan (LULU)

The one whom my entire being sincerely adores, composing this note to you makes my heart sink. I honestly don’t know where to begin,how to begin or what precisely to say.

My eyes are loaded up with tears,my heart is filled with so much pain. I met you and my life never stayed same.

I remember meeting you in college on my way to the physiology department asking you how I could organize my file,what was needed and all that. The warm smile you gave,with the help you offered attracted me to you. We started off from there being friends and ended up becoming sisters (FRISTERS).

 We grew together in every way, experiencing the good, bad and ugly together. You had flaws cause you’re human but you were meek enough to accept your wrongs and change.You are a natural when it comes to being honest, showing love and care to people. 

When things got tough in our relationship you were always selfless, ready to sacrifice, the peacemaker, the thread that held our relationship together *😂*

Every moment we’ve spent together lives rent free in my heart,from visiting and helping children in the orphanage, to our traditional outing after every semester, to the Christmas, Salah,and birthdays we celebrated and gifts shared,to the weddings we attended ,the conference we attended, sharing the same bed, eating together,dancing together,the list is endless. 

My love,who will I cook for and make sure the onions doesn’t show in the food, who will make me want to try out new food recipes, who will call me mama like u always do,who will make the baddest small chops I’ve ever tasted for me like you,who will give me massage like you do *😭*(you are always so gentle and loving when massaging me), who will motivate me into wanting to finish reading my Bible because you get to finish reading your Quran. Ohh my Love!! you have eaten deep into my life.**😭**

By the way, you still owe me,you didn’t teach me how to make puff puff like you said you would,you didn’t rub my pregnant belly with your long hair like you said you would, you didn’t even stay to be our daughters god-mother like you said you would (we waited long for this ) *😭* you didn’t buy me my dream car like you said you would,we didn’t go for the vacation we’ve always wanted. (Aaaarrrrgggghhh). You made promises to me that you ended up not fulfilling (till we meet again by God’s grace, I’m seriously going to drag you for this) 😭*

We go still go that vacation together whether you like it or not (like we always say “I’m living the life through you”).

I love you Fathiat and will never stop loving you. Your body is gone,but your heart is blended with mine. I’m happy I met you,and did life with you and I believe your name is written with gold in the hearts of the people that met you. I pray you rest peacefully in the bossom of our Lord Almighty.

Till we meet again. 

Cheers my Love